Incomparably better spent is time with the second volume of Susan Sontag's journals, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh, Journals & Notebooks 1964-1980:
"Mailer says he wants his writings to change the consciousness of his time. So did DH L[awrence], obviously.
I don't want mine to–at least not in terms of any particular point of view or vision or message which I'm trying to put across.
I'm not.
The texts are objects. I want them to affect readers–but in any number of possible ways. There is no one right way to experience what I've written.
I'm not 'saying something.' I'm allowing 'something' to have a voice, an independent existence (an existence independent of me).
I think, truly think, in only two situations:
at the typewriter or when writing in these notebooks (monologues)
talking to someone else (dialogue)I don't really think–just have sensations, or broken fragments of ideas, when I am alone without a means to write, or not writing–or not talking.
I write–and talk–in order to find out what I think.
But that doesn't mean 'I' 'really' 'think' that. It only means that is my-thought-when-writing (or when-talking). If I'd written another day, or in another conversation, 'I' might have 'thought' differently."
- 1965
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